my secret Diary

post 21st celebration thought

2011-12-19T01:39:00.003+08:00

ended of my 21st celebration, back home, finish watching the drama,by my fav taiwan actress lin yi cheng.hahas, wrote 'post celebration thought' on fb.feeling now is sooo..finally celebration is over, but i think, its not tt 'ideal' as i thought it would turn out, but well, its normal right?hahas. tot will see some long lost friend, but.dun really turn out to be.everybody's presence is still appreciated.should i be happy or sad that didnt turn up?haix.

anw, turning 21, makes me feel so 'scary' and bad. its like turning mature but got no $, hence, im targetting to be a sucessful one, stay confident look and save up for sense of security.aiming for the type of life i wan.21yrs old, mmmmmm, always tot can do lotsa legal stuff, but when it comes, doesnt seem like anything i wan to do..ah, maybe backpack travel alone? but well, poor me, no $.

thinking of wad course i wan to take for degree, always tot psychology is one of those tt suit me. but kinda tired of it, true tt u can know alot just by observing a person.but its also very tiring to guess or implement anything, to give any reinforcement or punishment/direction treatment and so on. i hate mind games.but at the same time, i have interest in it, so, should i strike it off from my list or not? ><

2011-09-19T03:50:00.002+08:00

i feel so betrayed.and if i linked things back, i guess things started going close even before Jan or even earlier.i feel like a fool.!

I just did something tt I dun wan to do.!hate it

2011-07-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

2011-07-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

i dun understand why is it that, always theres a third party trying to talk to u before u will help..and relying on a third party just make me feel like im so little.i'd rather dun ask anything from u.

in this world, one of the hardest thing to repay is favour.

things will be better after tml right?

2011-05-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

some people have ambition since young, triggered by people, incidence or wadever. some grew to have a ambition at a later part of their life.but in time for them to make their decision. some doesnt have, and just plan their future with how much they wan to earn, or other influence they have. but well, i dun seem to have the idea of wad i want to be. i just know, i wan to have a career that i can be in control, authority, earn the amount i want,dun like to always stay in the same place. for now,i have thought.

doctor (have high authority, but i dunno when my hand will act up again,once something wrong, licence gone)

nurse educator (boring though, seeing students come and go, income high,check in same place and time daily)

law practitioner(high authority, helps in daily life, but once lisence gone, its over)

business related career(no idea which industry to join either)

psychologist(used to have high interest, but it seems complicated)

events related career(interesting, and high income)

how how how? i dun have much time to think about it already, yr 3 already, i have to really start planning and make necessary preparations..why din have a course that is all rounder???

2011-01-18T23:21:00.003+08:00

are u still trustable? why is it that i find that i can no longer know what's in ur mind.so things really have changed.really really..if u have moved on, i should be happy for u, isnt it.but why is it that i cant adjust to it..so relationship is ultimately fragile. gd luck

2011-01-08T18:43:00.001+08:00

its so disheartening that u dun even show ur concern...

2010-12-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

u are talking to me so differently now..is it a good thing?

2010-10-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

today, i made a very major decision in my life that i've been thinking for almost 2 weeks. i dont know where this decision will eventually take me to. its a decision that i have never want to make,deep from my heart.i seriously cant let it go, i can feel my heart really sanks, and it hurts alot.i have the urge, so much, wanting to hold ur hands, give a tight hug, without thinking about other factors,felt bad. but rationally, i know. we cant get along no matter how much we love one another..maybe, one day in the future, when we bump to each other on the road. when we still have each other in heart.

our character, perception is different that we cant get along.but we still able to made it up to now..u taught me alot, let me understand alot.i experience the feeling of being love, being putted at the first place. but i cant do the same. for the sake of both of us, i have to make the hard hearted decision. i hate myself for being so cruel, why am i always the one to do such things.why must i be so rational.

my future path is so bleam, that im so afraid of walking down on my own, yearning tat u will be there for me.but i know, i will have to depend on myself, for i know the things i wan is not the things u like.and i've hit the limit of giving up things..im gonna to work extremely hard, fight for the things.and maybe one day,i will sucess.i love u, and i missess u..baby

hoping the you will be well and happy, find a girl that can do according to ur wishes, loving each other.remember to eat every meal, not to hurt urself.

2009-05-30T18:17:00.002+08:00

oh god..i want to change my blogskin..BUT I DUNNO HOW ???, approached friends, den they say asked me go choose at blogskin.com or wadever, den help me....i wan to learn.!im such a com noob man..

school's like haix..people there is fine..i failed my first test that is like 25% on that subject...oh no..save me!!cant i just get my cert like *blink* and i grad le..haha..dunno wad shit i talking.

got my credit card bill $713..$$$$$$humph.but well, have the ability to pay if wan sign..and i do..haha..still, should control spending..so poor recently le..no claims to be made from parents anymore..gosh

went top one last night with him,supposed 11-5.30 am ..but we left much earlier cox too tired.had some unhappy stuff when we reached..shan't go into details..things gets better...and guess wad..we ordered chickens wings 3 for 10 dollars larhx

prac test on wed and presentation on thurs.should be able to handle

can see that people around me is moving on in their different aspect..but for me, i dunno..wad have i been doing? feel like im still at the same spot..other than getting into a poly, with failing the first test.feel like i haven live my life to the fullest..

2008-11-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

Blogging time..met him on sat night to eat beef kway teow after bringing brother to cycle at east coast park;wow taxi queue was sooo long..haha.and 2 group of indians actually cut our queue..first group; they were queueing right behind us..den ah..the cab come, they immediately board..everybody just look with big big eyes den huh huh huh lo '-' ..den i ask brother..they behind us how come u let them board???with jk tone ah..den 2nd grp ah..is that the cab is going tampines..so ask down the row,but we haven say our destination, they go forward and say den board..cox its on the way to where im staying de marhx..was ???!!!??!!!??!! already.but cont to queue.brother was such a good boy that day..backside bit pain after 2hrs of riding.lol

went home to bathe so on..met him..he ah..aiyoyo..bluff me..say he at home eat le,very full..so ask him eat side dish.den when he order..2 plate of beef kway teow..lol..den i say i going home to blog,den was like smiling away..cox we quite long never eat beef kway teow TOGETHER le marhx..=)hee..went nearby to slack a little untill fall asleep;den say go home le..but he dun wan.and he got work the next day lo..humph..went home after the heavy downpour..

aunt's family came the next day,sunday,gathering?? to wrap popiah..aunt make de popiah is soo nice larhx..cant buy outside de, den we wrap ourself kind.if ah,opiah can last till next day ah, i sure bring it for him next day de lo.haha.ate total of 3 that day..actually will eat more de.but stupid brother,spoilt child..always turn my mood upside down..nt going to talk about it here..

and had POA paper 1 today..complete in 40min time.if only i can finish all my paper on time last yr, sure dont have to waste another year..okay..tt all for today.

gonna plan out friday stuff..hehe..for him. =)secret!

2008-11-07T10:43:00.002+08:00

bro is shy; yucky look ;eee

beef;

mussels;

ken(sis)& georgie(bro)

sis and i went swensen to celebrate bro birthday on 02.11.08..haha..he like so poor thing ah..the day be4 his birthday keep asking dad to bring him to arcade, but dad was tired, so went home after dinner..den at night he say mum: u all adult so selfish;only think about adult, tt time enik's (ex-maid) birthday still got buy her ice cream cake from swensen..i oso dun have..oh my!! i was like laughing when i heard this..haha..so on his bday, he sucessfully pestered dad and mum to bring him to parkway's arcade, ate sakae and dad bought him something like water gun ah..sis and i actually tot of meeting them there,but sis cant make it,and i dun wan to travel there by bus ah..so they came home in the evening..

however,good sisters like us decided to bring him to bugis at night;i decided to treat him 1 slice of ice cream cake, but we end up eating more,of total bill$77 plus;sis paid 30 bucks..oh.there's this medium cooked beef;den u know when sliced got blood;bro see le den his look was so funny; yucky look..haha.den we keep disturb him..the staff sang bday song for him and so on;he's shy..took few shots of it, and with me..but accidentally deleted it..aaawwww..dun tell him.sis den brought him down to arcade for a few game..haha..so,i guess he should feel contented le ba..haha!

hhhmmm, 2 more papers den exam end le..both MCQ de..now like kinda bored, nthing much to do..maybe after exams more bored le.somemore now darling end school so late,and i may be starting work.our timing like.been few days since i met him =( .quite worried that i will fail english again.humph..hopefully hopefully hopefully i can pass AT LEAST ENG and POA lo..going to start my drama spree only after exam as its addictive..come to think of it;when register for exam tt time, got think must start studying before june and so on,take up some other language course and so on..but end up? study the day before paper start,its worse than last year isnt it?so,i admit i got no discipline for study;or perhaps studying the same thing for another year just dont suit me..everthing will be fine if results turn out to be what i expected..humph!and best is getting into poly with the course that suits me.

ahhh!..looking for money now;so can celebrate birthday..hahax.work work work!!!

these few days like..nt very..how to say? got affected after talking on phone with him at night..maybe just cox im too bored or sthing..like..will anticipate to talk on phone;but something will affect the mood or sthing like tt..this is not good..haix..anw..meeting him later..heex

2008-09-03T11:19:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken in 2nd mnth of relationship!!hax..

smile with teeth shown..
with no teeth shown..

his gift to me and my gift to him..

well well well..met him up a little late that day due to some reason..and it was like raining heavily that day..=) ..and then when he heard that im going to walk to the station, he cabbed over to pick me up.cox raining heavily.heex..haha..hoho..ssshhh..so i waited him beside the durian stall where there's shelter.went to plaza sing and ate pizza hut..where i open the gift and the letter??haha..told him i neva buy anything for him..den he was like..."hhhmmm,is okay..nvm,i give you doesnt mean you have to give me"..but can sense that he abit sad ah..den got to hurry hurry eat..oh, food was just nice that day,we cleared everything, unlike usual..and rush for movie-"meet dave" at cathay..ah, walking at the wet floor..our foot get wet..and we play the puddle of water-splash at his leg..hehe!

"meet dave"quite nice ah, rate 3 out of 5 star for it.ah lie so comfortably on his chest in the theatre...sssshh,..as in not only at theatre..hehe..after movie was like kinda late le, shops are closing.cant go for window shop le lo..so we decided to take train back to tpy and slack there..that's the important part..gave him his present on the train..can always remember his surprise look de...wahahah...kerry is the winner!!!...before that he got say like, dont believe, i see ur bag and so on...den i say"huh,u wan see..den i really neva buy feel guily le,you still wan see ah"den he say..okay larhx...i dun see...lol..

overall,its a cozy-due to the weather,i wore jacket and he wore cardigan..fufiling,fun though short day..we both had lots of fun..right??my darling?boy?baby?loves?dear?haha..ssshhhh..but he read the email i sent to him out of my plan..i asked him"what you going to do later?"he neva say use computer...but end up he check the movie time and read the email!!!aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh...its for him to read after he go home at night de...humph..=)

2008-08-20T16:01:00.012+08:00

OUR everlast slippers!!!!!!!taken outside vivo the river island bracelet and a bracelet i bought from diva!hold hand lehx..hehe..sshh =)
DIFF BRACELET frm the one on top??i mean my hand..its 1 mth present @@ (bracelet frm couple lab)!!!
pic taken at sentosa,cute & clever boy eh..future leader of s'pore!
the 1 mth present;ssshhh..dun tell pple what i give u ah..no larhx..jkjk.heex
OUR havanias..did i spell correctly???!!
DIAMOND shape!connecting with each other..hoho
STACK STACK STACK and STACk!!higher and higher

its the sunglass box!for me, sis and mum!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!,went to watch fireworks at marina W my 爱爱.oops,shy.woohoo!

notice the little red thing over there?we won it at dhoby's MRT's arcade in some game,whereby u smack the screen...!@#$%haha
bought the bracelet! =)
BAKING TIME!!

the last tray of cookie is out of the oven.. =D

wow,look appealing??i put till so nice de hor..sis shake den the whole thing just.."look anyhow"
MY NEW TOOTHBRUSH! it hurts my gum when i just started using but now..its ALRIGHT.!

but, it still turn out to be the same.. =) !

oops sorry, this is the last tray, and we purposely didnt press the thing 'flat' to see how it will turn out to be.!
oh NO!..no more mixture to bake.. =)

last tray of cookie is being put in to the oven! hehe

cooked cookie!
tt's my sis,shaping the cookie!
the knife to get the cookie out of the tray, and the metal thing to put the baking tray in and out of the oven!
transferring the baked ones to the big tray-to let it cool,and also to cont baking

making to shape!
the mixtures! look disgusting ya..=p.but its really..YUM YUM..yummy!!

baking in progress!

PICTURES taken on NANA's BIRTHDAY-chalet!!

me and cheryl!

tkd and cheryl!
eh,where u looking siol.. =p should look at me eh..haha..ssshh

tkd(look like effect is being done,BUT its not) like he's dancing or sthing.lol

tkd and me!
me and cheryl!
qiu yi and me!
cheryl's FLASH!

yuling and me!
yuling and me!
cheryl like extra huh, the only girl..=p

hhhmm..okay..the pictures is kinda messy, as in not very accordingly..im busy ah.=/haha..have been dragging to upload the pic, so now ALL TOGETHER..gggrrr..next time got to 今日事，今日finish..GOOD habit RIGHT.. =), dun have to compliment me de ah..rem..haha..who needs photographer, i take good pictures right??!!haha..the pictures got to look from bottom till up de huh..!!

okay,FIRSTLY, let's start from tina's chalet..did something kinda not very good..for those who know..ssshhh..keep quiet hor!!..like tt den guai de marhx.=D.anw, lot pple went..but not all in the pics..in pic de mostly is 5Bs..hehe..I took pic w few pple and so on.but some was'nt sent to me.CHERYL's white face, know why??cox she say SHE LIKE FLASH!..i dun like..haha..REM AH.cox kinda the flash too bright, kinda hurt,den eyes will close..AH, and if u notice, no pictures with me and tina de eh..cox SHE neva send me..haha..dun care, its her fault..hee

SECONDLY, its cookie baking..went supermarket tt day after going swimming with WHOLE family..nobody bring money except me, cox is like tot going home str8 after the swim =( so, i pay first..its like luckily, or not i cant go for supermarket spree le lo.cant really recall wad i bought..marshmallow?which was thrown away,cox bro ate den neva close the tupperware tight and got ants..aarrgghh, toothbrush as above?,milk?apple juice?4 or 6 cans of mushroom?dad bought 2 big pack of 3 in 1 coffee for his own staff or sthing..den sis say, is spore going to have war soon..lol..erm, and some daily necessities like shampoo and many many more...and den did the baking in the night..kinda fun..sis is a JOKER, except being PMS at times huh..hehe..no worries, she dun have my blog's password at the moment!

THIRDLY, went sentosa with lay koon at SOMEDAY..went to walk at vivo to buy something plus beach mat..bought some pau for like 3 bucks, get to the beach, i got changed..and that girl tell me what??? dont want to tan already, cox the sun is down, and i got work..kinda rush..will tan bu shuang.haha..so we changed back..sat at the ben & jerry, ate ice crea and our pau..went to wait for bus,where the 2 little boy pic is taken; they were like counting some numbers or sthing..but miss a number, recount and miss the same number.. den koon say..take the tram will be faster, so off we take the tram, den the mono-rail.but i didnt went for work eventually, ssshh, dun let her know..haha..cox by the time i reach tpy, its kinda to late..and we are going this coming thurs with qiuyi this time round..den after tt to yee ni's chalet..

LASTLY, and importantly.bought the same pair of havanias and everlast slipper with my爱爱..hehe..u know de larhx!!..haha..at citilink for the havanias after finish watching the fireworks which was like so irritating de, appear to be at the different angle where we stand, or not jiu si when we close the cam den pop come out, or not jiu shi we leaving tt time den all pop pop pop come out again..but anw i dun like to watch fireworks tt much de larhx.have den have, dun have den dun have.. =) ..i didnt knw that there's 2 shop there de larhx..untill we walk pass..den eh??got 2 lehx??!!..cox we went to the another to look for slippers before... oh, and the everlast slipper at bugis,after tt repair my laptop at sim lim..aawww..walk so far with me..hehe..got to wait there for so long oso..so we spent time wisely, go eat at food court..but its still not ready??!!..den we slack there..SOMEBODY fall asleep huh..den i watch the 4.30 show..cabbed to vivo after its ready, cox we were like too lazy to walk back to bugis to take bus/train le..watched 'the mummy', its nice larhx..'the journey to the...world' is nice oso..really..!!den went to take pics of e everlast slipper, den went arcade, saw his cousin there..and i said hi..lol

oh no..he's been waiting for me for like hours, cause i upload pics and blog and so on ah..we going to his fren chalet now,gtg..terrible me..sorry my dear !!!wont angry de right..tot of coming back den blog, but the mood is just here..heex..chill ah..i go BATH

2008-07-06T01:46:00.001+08:00

2008-06-08T16:33:00.002+08:00

my song lyrics:)
排了徊了走了错了哭了痛了累了倦了困了烦的乱的等的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的我想要换你了真的不想要了只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的我想要换你了真的不想要了只得只得放了放了忘了

2008-06-05T11:12:00.010+08:00

it's aloy B'day yest, so lay koon, albert, ka hng, jason ho, hong yie, zhuangxun, yeeteng, aloy, clifford and ME went to eat at seoul garden from 3-5plus..yummy.hax!

talking away....dumpidumpidums..oh jason and albert keep 'guai lan' each other over peanuts matter..lol
oh..rem? this is the ice stick tt we ate during childhood.. =) ITS FOUND HERE!!

what action do u think clifford is imitating..??? =p hahax
dun let ur imagination run wild huh..!!!
took when no one notice.. but yeeteng was being block by HY
lay koon, clifford and zhuangxun
laykoon eating the ice stick(lime flavour).
this is the Bday boy...!!
took it when the little boy is not noticing too..he's watching attentively??@@ where's his hand???!!! albert leow lose 2 rounds of finger guessing to me and had to eat raw vegetable...moooo!! lol

and he lose to the rest tooooooo!!
and got to eat raw fish,seasoned honeydew and more..poor thing..hahax..he's concentrating in 'swallowing'..omg
lay koon asking him to eat some dessert so that the taste wont be so Strong..sweet of her..hahax.
everbody's waiting for the next finger-guessing game..tadadada
next punisment is this..soon kuey seasoned with dessert, soup and more unfinished food..hahax
AND albert leow lose again, the guys collaborate for few games..ssshhhhhhhh..OH NO..gross
BUT, everybody's waiting for him to complete his punishment before leaving
and here it goes...see..his tears??
oh..feeling terrible... see next time still wan play till 'big big' w pple anot larhx!!

while waiting for albert to clear his bowels, we went to arcade... some played few other games
teamed with aloy earlier, and beat albert's team for 2 games..7-0,5-2.
movie tickets for indianna jones...hohoho!
8 tickets only???cox ka hng and yeeteng left first..and the cinema seat is just like cineleisure, no headrest and a little cramp..den soooo cold, but jason keep fanning from the back, den put his leg to the front..eeeeeee..on our way out, some say they dun really understand the movie..

walk out to the interchange together, albert pronounce:

loner=lonler

albertahi=albertahim

and few others which cant really rem..but zhuangxun and me was like laughing at him...slack a little at the interchange and went home...

2008-06-02T14:30:00.003+08:00

went to CHONG's house for mahjong session last night, was supposed to meet up at 9pm..BUT.. i think everybody was late.they reached approx 9.30pm..and again..im the latest..reached at 10pm..u know? i can reach earlier de..because the bus is soooo full w pple..den the bus captain keep stopping and asked passenger to move back and so on..den should have took 32 instead larhx..aiyo..overshot by 1 stop, so got to walk back..then cant find the place, decided to take a cab..and guess what??..it is just 1 street behind me, and i cant see it....aaarrgghh..but nvm, cox it is quite far for me to walk in oso..hehe

reached, and started MAHJOng-ing..and i was winning quite alot for the first round..heex..haha..

eugene den drive us to get laykoon's house key, headed to the "ponggol nasi lemak" after that, but the ingredients is like limited, so we decided to eat the "chai chee bar chor mee' instead..the 'waiter' was kinda funny..gave us the whole tray of chilli padi..den gave us the bottle of vinegar when we asked for 1 small bowl..den we headed back for the second round..hahax

game end at about 5am..and i won ard $19, lay koon won more than me..eugene and albert lose..oh, and that albert leow was like finish 2 straps of HI-CHEW..OMG, high sugar content..hahax..but must think, i've been paying tuition fees to them since..=.* ...eugene send us home after that..=)

anw, its been a long time since we meet up like tt..oh and had diarhoea after i came home, dunno isit the 'bar chor mee'..next time wan jian fei, can go there eat..haha..sleep at 6.30am..den woke up 10.30, back to sleep..but wake up in every 1 hr like tt.haix..

2008-05-21T23:51:00.005+08:00

went back to t-bay(temple) on vesak day, met sophia, denise and the rest there during evening..everybody changed so much and i think none of our group de pple still goes temple every sunday ba..sophia looked so femine now..lol..den airell(xiang) was like look more plump..den denise's sis slim down alot, that she look like so old, haggard kind..omg..anw, sophia is in JC now, den kaixiong 's dad was like telling mummy: dun let kerry work larhx, ask her study already and all sorts..may think he say all this out of good intention, but he sound soooo terrible..like haolian like tt lo..kaixiong poly yr 2 so??i got fren same age as me already earning few k per mth le lo..haix.

went to zhiwei's grandmother wake last night straight after work..he actually cried when he talks to me on phone the day before(scare me sia)..but he behaved as usual when jia jin, julio and me was there..(they say i look like a nerd when i wear spectacleshahax, but i think not bad lehx..lol)..den julio went back to camp..the 3 of us then walk back from church of lordes to lor9, beef kwayteow there..talking about our adventurous sec life..gang up together larhx,bully pple, and how jiajin got $1400 from guangkai, fighting history and so on..lol..den talk till letter. i ask jia jin: when is your last time receiving letters from ur fren like what u did in 'lower sec'..??

hahax.. i really missssed those days when we passed letters around to one another, day after day..when some words are hard to say out, and we'll still talk about it in such manner..its something soooo sweet, so jealous..haix..(not forgeting to say to one another: go home den can open huh!!!)

and today is kinda occupied with stuff, which is good right?..haha..woke up and start packing my room..yay..cox i got back my OWN room!!!..den mummy 'da bao' lunch back from her workplace, working halfday cox she bought a new bed which is to be delivered today..watch tv programme for a little while and went back to pack my stuff..den off to work..only did 1 pathetic completed survey today..papa and mummy came to pick me up frm work..its so rare..and even bought me old chang kee's curry puff ..yum yum..so sweet of them..

my vision seems to have deteoriate recently, i cant see things from far, and during dark as compared to the past..haix..anyway..feel like going for some movie marathon, like watching a few in a day kind..best is those that can make one laugh and cry terribly..=(

i need more laughter to balance of my emotions..wahahahx!

命中主定我爱你 is nice..=)=)=)

oh, im looking for a new song for my blog call '我的快乐', but i cant find it in iwebmusic or imeem..=(

2008-05-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

today work is like sooooo lucky..hahax..went for 2 hr plus only, and earned 40 bucks, its equivalent to what i earned when doing fast-track for 3 and half hours..den, im CONTENTED..and LEAVE the office..haha..

we were late for tennis today, supposed to reach by 10.45am de, BUT ken woke up late today cox she brought her friend to stay over and had FUN the night before.. (poor me, have to share my bed..hahax.)..her friend was like so funny in the morning..dun wan to wake up, den another one trying to put on pants for her..

PS: is all girls k..hahax

so ken drove there, and we start playing ard 1.30pm..hhhmm..weather is good today, not toooo SUNNY, and i can look directly up..hahax..those who play outdoor games will understand de..starting was'nt very smooth, trying to gauge the right force and so on..den first half an hour mostly picking up balls...den ken say:see our balls, all park so nicely for us to pick them..funny??den have match when starting to familiarize...and i won..15-7 and 15-14..hahax..i counted like kinda similar as badminton larhx..but SOMEBODY say is WRONG..but doesnt matter..im a beginner..=)

went home to bath, and meet yiwen..accompany her to get a 'singlet'..and i cant find a organizer that i like..aarrghhhh..and off i rush to work..

hey, realize that i've been blogging recently..hahax.

2008-05-06T20:42:00.013+08:00

got cheated here by somebody, neva tell me they were going to play..!still looking at the cam??!!
while waiting for the dota thingy to be ready, rayne played C.S..haha
here's the full screen..woohoo!!haha
rayne looking at the cam,with serious look..haha..oh, think nicholas came to meet us by this time..

den nicholas, rayne, hansel and ME headed to kfc for our dinner..yum yum..haha..and some pics below taken there...

notice background changes??haha cox we headed to MAC after our meal, supposed to study there....BUT again, nthing productive done =.= ...and GUESS..who's behind the palm..??

some pics of rayne chee's rebonded hair...frm diff angle...and i think he shld try to spike up from the front.. =)

look at the tutu mouth... =p as usual, stirred their sundaes....should'nt have do this when eating outside kays..tsk tsk..
too stress??haha..

trying to take pic w/o permission!! counter attack..haha
omg, this is nicholas hand, caused by hansel lee...poor thing..!
hansel competing with nicholas after losing to rayne...

restart again..friendly match..haha
nicholas NEW ez-link, he say is ugly, and dun allow us to take pic..sooooo...SNATCH it..haha..chat a little and headed home..
decided to take pic of it since its on the sofa, haha,given by jeff, around last yr or sthing..cox i accompanied him to the doct after work or sthing during dawn..haix..haven been contacting..
popout head..haha.

Found out earlier that one of the stone on the ring has drop off..haix..but, checked tt time when i got it back, it's still intact..=( how???

Going to play tennis tml..=)

And going sentosa this sat..=)gonna take more pics.

Oh ya..need to get a blue top..for ken's 21st poolside birthday party..or not there will be punishment for those who dun wear..woohoo..but i'm so broke, dun wan to get money frm parents..aarrgghh..

Rayne chee ah, stop pinching and tickling, or i'll fickle u!!
Hansel lee ah, stop taking pics and snaching my stuff or i'll angry..haha
Nicholas is the better one, nthing to complain at the moment. =)

2008-05-04T16:39:00.003+08:00

this is the format rayne chee ask me to blog, cox haven been updating for some time..haha=) :

went to meet rayne just now for awhile.
1)your work
2)talk about your project
3)what you do after work
4)rayne call you +text you
5)he come & meet you
6)what you do

joke, laugh, fickle, pinch, beat, fickle but rayne don't mind. (lol..are u sure???)chatted about work, school, study, laugh.talk about his shiny hair.

tt's all.haha.funny right..

aaarhum, starting of my post, know the ring that i made with the guys and tina???my maid actually found it in the carpark today..haha..but i don't remember bringing it out, its suppose to be in my wardrobe de..but cant find it yest, and was rushing out..haha..wad's meant to be mine, will be back to me..so happy now..kk..back to the format rayne chee draft out..

went to work yest, end work at 5pm, intend to meet hansel and nicholas actually..but end up not meeting..ask the guys to go sentosa, but they cant make it as rayne just rebond his hair, hansel and nick got competition, tina meeting her poly frens..den ask another grp of frens, only 2 can make it..the rest got to work or grandma hse..so..forget it..

den found out tt the new project tt i'm working on is actually being paid by per piece, $19 for those that have credit cards, and $2 for those with none credit cards..so i will be working wed, thurs and sat this week as fastrack starts..=)..yup..haha..went home straight after work, dad bought claypot rice for dinner..den just rest at home..den fren ask me out for mahjong, but..dun wan larhx..dunno where and the people playing oso..

met rayne up ard 12am, after he finish studying about 1-2hr with his classmate..den walked for looonnng distance, from the novena there to the market, den to the blocks, den to the bus stop...den went home around 2 plus..bathed, sms a little bout rebonding stuff and sleep..anyway..thinking my blog is now full of words, going to take pics now and then...den upload... =)

2008-05-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

i'm bored!!!

2008-04-18T00:11:00.006+08:00

went bugis alone to shop a little, den went to look for chia as promised.haha..wow..she cant regconize me untill like 30seconds, haha, den came to hug me..hug hug..hee..the feeling is a little different than before..den we were like gossip a little, took picture of her,update each other's life a little...u know?is been a long time since we meet each other and we can still confide to each other..nt bad..:) den told her my complexion and dark circles is getting so much worst than before, she say i got dark pores too, gave me some of clarin's sample..and i will buy it if its good..haha..saw how she attend to one of the tourist customer..not bad also, kinda professional..BUT u know wad@@, she was like studying maths over there, and the 10yr series was wrapped using the clarins wrapper..wad a clever gal huh..haha..she mention that i changed alot..cox she asked me some questions, den i was able to give her the full information..den she shocked, and say: kerry, when i asked u something in the past, u were like all dunno..but now..full of information..haha..and remembered eugene said that to mrs yong before when we went back to school the other time, when we talk about the schools and admission stuff..ya, she said i've grown taller a little and slim down a lot.wahaha, but probably because i'm wearing 'heels' today..but i dun see the diff tt i slim down since school ends lehx..haha..but what she said encouraged me a little.. :) so came home and jogged..hee ..oh and before i leave..hug hug again.haha..

a hug really have many benefits..:)

kerry have to walk out of her 'dunno' zone someday, cox she's living in singapore.. :) and hates the feeling of being left behind alone..

den have to end our conversation already, cox i'm so damn late...supposed to meet the guys like around 12-1pm..and by the time i reached there is like 2plus...im so so so so so sorry, rayne chee zhirong..forgive me k..?nt dun wan to answer call, but scared larhx..u understand?haix..den when i reached there, the look of urs just make me feel so guilty

stayed at arcade for awhile, den we went back to their campus to meet hansel, then back to j8, met tina, then to the void deck at hansel's place, and nicholas ong came to meet us alittle while, den went off soon after tina left..haha..study like nv study like tt larhx..cox is like, after the whole day walk, carrying the heavy bag, without sufficient reference with me..is like so tired..

so decided to go home..i'm going to compile all my notes..so things will be easier the next time..and maybe if i study outside the next time..i should just go straight instead of walking around larhx..and im going to start my full engine after the birthday thingy end, tt's the very last deadline i set for myself!! and even if i cant do it, i dun need any comments about it..k..!

2008-04-17T02:59:00.003+08:00

friends i know in work is getting on with their new life, adapting to their school stuff and so on..and me, i know i can'T afford the sleep late, wake up late, slacking type of life..im going to change tt habit, sleep and wake up early and so on..aimed to quit the job in like 2 mnths time though the pay is like so good at my standard, i mean my qualification or age larhx..

met hansel just now to pass me the books from tina, asked him meet me at the building,cox is like scary to walk alone down the path at toa payoh side..thx ya :)..den we talked about some stuff..and called lirong, the science tutor

hansel said: do what is required of you, and not the best you can do..

agreed, but not on all stuff, sometimes what is required of you may not be what you want or even need.. :) ..it is just something everybody have to go through someday..depending how you are going to treat it..right??

oh and tina lim blogged, is like she compile everthing, then blogged together..but doesnt matter larhx..she seems to be getting well with her new friends..i always believe she's independent enough to handle her stuff well, BUT no matter how strong or independent a person is, she will still be weak someday, and need someone to be by her side.. :)

hansel seems like getting on well with pple in his class, should be studying seriously..haha, but he mention that he's going to change class or something..

rayne says there's only 3 guys in his class including him..wow..haha.so many girls huh..aimed to get GPA4 and so on..jia you..haha

nicholas just started his first day orientation,and mention is boring, and took his break alone

may be meeting hansel and rayne in their campus for lunch later..den i study there..but is like weird..people will keep looking cox im wearing casual??aiya..haha..hope to meet people that i know there @@haha..

2008-04-10T13:09:00.002+08:00

decided to blog while waiting for rayne chee to be ready..haha, anyway got my pay$$$867..though i get nthing out of it still happy tt can clear some of my debts..

mummy+1/2 of '0' lvl fee =330
dad=200
tina= 40
julio bday=350
so total =930 oops..nt enough, shall scrimp from my pocket money then

rayne is boarding cabby soon..shall cont blogging later, tonight.. :)

2008-04-09T03:52:00.002+08:00

went to watch rule#1 on the 7thapril with tina,hong, rayne, nicholas ong, and few days before was the crocodile movie..haha..its been a long time since i watch horror movie in theatre...omg..the scenario will still like, flash through my mind when im doing nthing..gosh..so scary!!!aarrgghh...

den today, or rather yesterday..went amk,nebo met rayne, hansel and tina..keep insisting tt i was late for 3 hrs..wad nonsense!!.. :( then see them finish their dinner ..and went for work,was damn late..only worked for 1&1/2 hr...and did 1 survey..

and was using the microphone to conference..haha..

2008-04-07T02:39:00.005+08:00

THIS WILL BE A LONGER POST...

Found out today that tina and the guys actually pranked on me that tina was actually followed by a blangadesh.. i seriously know that its only a little little little little prank, its nothing..but i just feel disappointed..i was like thinking about it since i came to know about it, the journey from bishan to choa chu kang then to work..and tina even continued acting about it at work..how should i react then?act with u?.haix..im just like a fool.

i didnt really believe at first when i received the call, cause tina would'nt call me if such things really happen,she would call her brother or parents to pick her up at the void deck..ken and my cousins was like, sure is prank and so on so on..den i told her, u dun prank on me ah, otherwise....and she said,ya, really really she called hansel, he hang her call..dare nt call nicholas, he was having dinner..i chose to believe her, she even sound like crying, it is afterall a serious matter..den we talked, ask her to come look for me at newton, den i accompany her home after tt, cox i really cant leave the dinner just like tt..den ask her to call ken hp,as my hp batt dead..and she tell me she dun wanna waste money. den i feel weird again, if tina met such things, she would'nt even allow me to hang the phone and will make me to talk to her all the way or even come to look for me de..mummy was like so worried for her also, keep asking whether she was home even untill we reached home. and dad was like keep asking me to hang the call, he dont expect us to talk on the phone on such 'big' dinner occasions afterall, ken and cousin just got scolded about this earlier.., ask her to call police say there's suspicious character following her..and u know wad..i ignored wad he says and walk away to talk on the phone..end up..its a prank..den msg tina after tt, told me she met her neighbour and went up together..wtf..when i went home..the first thing, i charged my hp,received tina msg tt she was home safe and sound..den i called her..told me her dad, i think, is a little unhappy and so on..so real..my goodness..was alone already, still lying..den talked to mummy about it and georgie's stuff..mummy was like, "see,next time u come home earlier..so dangerous..now spore is different.."mummy was so worry for her.and its a prank, i dare nt even tell her now..only ken know about it..

seriously, thanx for letting me know about these earlier, or nt i will continue to be a fool.. :) but i nearly cried again when i knw about it, nt angry, just disappointed, but lucky, ziyang was beside me, so i 'ren'.haha

i know i did this to rayne chee too,so i understand that tina will feel so happy that someone really cares and will actually be there for her if danger really comes and so on..=) THIS IS GIRL'sTHINKING..haha..and tt time rayne was kinda 'agitated?angry?irritated?and keep telling nicholas or hansel about it'..haha..tt i joke about these..so i tot he's like those who will treat such things kinda seriously..and i was like feeling a little sorry tt time..and end up..he also joke about it..and the prank back on me was like double plus double pus double PLUS DOUBLE..the next msg i sent, i told him i was joking le lo..and these time..u al gang up together..and so real, so fun right?haha

and SERIOUSLY, im not tt angry AT ALL..really!..i just dunno, but dont feel like talking..get so emotional..nearly cried in the office, at the bus stop and in the cab just now, especially when nicholas keep speaking up for tina..haha..but i know u all dun mean harm, REALLY.. :) oh ya..cried the day before too, when eugene dun let me leave earlier for work..tt day was like tired also,den dun feel like being alone.haha.aarrgghh..eugene was like a little shock..or he just dun care..den he let me off after we exchanged condition..

den went to parkway with tina and eugene..gets better, not as emo, still, decided to treat myself anderson's ice cream,to make me feel better...pathetic right? treat myself ice-cream to make me feel better, since when kerry lim have to do this!!!never before??? :(..den guess wad?had few mouth of it, and tina topple it..omg, i cry again..kerry lim actually keep crying over peanuts matter, wad the shit is happening..but u knw, when a person is feeling down, its normal to cry over any slight things..but why i feel down??aarrgghh..anyway, im saying this not to blame tina hor, i know she didnt do it on purpose, and she paid me back$4..haha..den eugene was like saying even her youngest niece dun do these..BUT.. i dun do these too!haha..the feeling of having sthing, and then gone again..haix..is damn bad..den use the $4 to buy 'pick and mix' sweet at mini toon for tina and me.. :) ..went arcade for awhile, and eugene gtg for his family dinner...went to look for the tatoo shop at roxy w tina after tt..and it was closed..

came home, and tina went to meet the guys at p.s, i think..sleep den woke up at ard 1.30am..haha..den msn w rayne and hansel and so on..when hansel say he tell tina off for dropping my ice-cream, i nearly cry again..haha..my brain should go under maintenance already larhx..thanx anyway..
kerry lim has not been normal recently...omg!!!

im not angry. just dunno how to react..SORRY, guys for the shit attitude just now.. :)

arrghh..feel like hugging someone now...hug hug..

2008-04-03T04:12:00.004+08:00

wanted to have a new start after getting results and all sorts, new start, new look..haha..so went to have a new haircut..so short compared to before, a little shorter than my shoulder length..i think the director did quite a nice cut :)..But i think i look a little fatter and older,aaarrrrrhummmm, mature i mean.. :)

have been hanging out with workplace friend recently, rayne chee zhirong, nicholas ong dar yan and hansel lee...and tina lim.haha..went here and there..oh, went st andrew school' concert few days ago.. so mjr's montage night , they promise to come...haha..;)..

BUT..when their school starts..i guess we will be busy with each of our own stuff..and may not spend as much time together compared to now... :(

as for me.i will be retaking 'o' level..EL, POA, HUMANS,SC,MATH..haha..how long my determination will last??oh..and sending appeal for the nursing course at nanyang poly later..surprised???haha

2008-03-25T03:54:00.005+08:00

安全感? 刺激? 新鲜? 好玩?上进? 责任？感觉? 未来? 勇气? 智慧? 价值? 快乐?压力? 学历?金钱? 背景? 冲动?现实? 思想? 依赖? 个性?叛逆? 肯定?固执?踏实? 呵护? 兴趣?脾气? 耐心?秘密?舒适感?...........

一切的一切，到底是复杂还是简单.......其实只在一念之间...就看你如何看待事情...

this is simply complicating..

2008-03-24T01:46:00.002+08:00

haix..was out late these days..dark circles getting darker..

going to cultivate the habit of blogging..=)

2008-01-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

choice (iii) is out

2008-01-25T23:11:00.001+08:00

'o' L1R4 got 30 points..failed english!! thinking of which ways i can go ??

(i)go work, learn wadsoever i wan E.g. french, guitar, swimming, taekwondo and so on..tuition, retake GCE 'O'. make sure i can hit wad i targetted..

(this will be a easier life, not so rush, i can focus more on wad im doing.if i pass my '0' eventually, i can get into poly after tt or go SIM directly and wont waste unnecessary money..but i will be much slower than others..and who knows if i will slacken down my life more..will i be motivated to even take out my books to study???)

(ii)go shatec, tourism and hospitality course, parents pay, retake GCE 'O', tuition and work part time.

(it will be good to move on, but after 'o', wad should i do?if results are good and i can go to SIM or poly courses and so on, would'nt i be wastiing money for the the course in shatec...on another side, if i still cant make it to 'o', i will cont studying at shatec, and will be glad tt i cherish that 1 year...is the fees for that 1 yr plus worth??as an insurance for my education??i can, of course learn something...haix)

(iii)go shatec, work and pay my own school fees, tuition,retake GCE 'O', tuition

(this is the hardest, tiring way..im very afraid, even if i have the determination now..will it last??theres only 24hr in a day..full time course in shatec can be 9am-7pm, who knows, i still need to have tuition, work, revise my work and 'o's subjects)

i know i cant blame anyone else but myself for all this trouble, but still, its not the time for me to think 'IF I WERE...IF I WERE....IF I WERE to...wadever in the past, things wouldn't have turn out this way...'.............

i will choose one of the above anyway..

i know my parents will feel disappointed on me, but me too was rather disappointed with their reactions and wad they have said to me though i have expected it beforehand. i understand that they may be trying to agitate me to be more serious in my education, and not to waste their money, effort and so on, because they are already quite old and so on..they can never be with me all the time...

i will definitely plan before i have children in future, be it financially, emotionally and everthing...teach them the right moral, education, character, ...and so on..guide them, teach them to fly, neva cause them to be tied down..

CNY is coming, i really dont want to face them.. can say that i run away from reality, have to face them eventually and so on...but i really dunno how to face them,wad should i say when they ask me about results and so on..listen to their hyprocrite comments..and i know of all the cousins there,be it the younger ones or older ones, im now the one who is the lousiest in studies..cant my parents understand this point, must they send me up there to get humilated..i will be so so touch if they are willing to sponsor me to overseas on tt day or even lend me the money...i will be happy even if going to malaysia..but they just insisted tt ken(my elder sister) and me should attend because it is CNY..hope tt i can come to decision ASAP..

2008-01-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

went shopping few days ago for my new year clothes, bought 3 carni.., 3 top,1 dress, 1 belt, free 1 necklace..guesss how much total???$$292, cheaper than expected right..like all the clothes i bought tt day,love to shop without worries, go this this shop after that shop...rush but fun..haha..

'o' result will be out on thurs 2pm, kinda have a messy mood...hope tt result will be out fast so i can make planning and so on. wad should i do after i take result, where to go, wad to do, am i prepared...........aarrgghh...

2007-12-21T22:41:00.002+08:00

aarrgghh..dunno wad kind of life am i going through now. cold war wid dad for 3 weeks(this time is the longest, haix) neva take pocket money for 2 weeks and is still jobless now..damn terrible poor.no $$at all =(

we are living in the same house, and yet we are like stranger for the past 3 weeks. when he's downstair, i will be upstairs. when he's outside of his room, i will be inside my room.when i return home,seeing his car park at the carpark, i will think of how to face him in the house later. but i wont give in to him this time!!!

supposed to take over a dental receptionist job for 2 days, and was so happy about it, tot could solve my christmas expenses....BUT the wife neva tell her husband about it ,den the husband found another person to help out..DAMN UNLUCKY!! AARRGGHH!!!AARRggHH!!

this is my poorest christmas????im not going anywhere if this goes on!!i dun have any choice, u see. haix! aarrgghh!! sorry guys, if i cant be out wid u.

any daily pay job available????????!!!!

2007-08-13T16:22:00.001+08:00

got back my 'o' CL result today, hhmm..got a B3,distinction for oral..not really satisfied, aim for a A 2 actually...but was rather contented with this grade.will be retaking and aim to get A2 again..dun laugh!!

2007 national day eve, HAPPY BDAE SINGAPORE!!

2007-08-08T20:59:00.001+08:00

Had national day celebration in school today, but i think last year fashion show better. at least models look more confidence..haha..wadever it is..

went back to pri school after tt,now go in still must make appointment with the teacher..so troublesome. miss chua is back..so happy..haha.. mr singh got promoted, mr gan, mr fong , mdm lim, mdm loh and.....are still there..haha..but they dont seem to regconize me except 1 teacher..i have not gone back for 4 yrs afteral. :) .den not as much pple turn up as expected..but the few of us who had not met up for years had a great time talking about our past and present life. the worse thing is tt i have to tolerate the blister, walk from hong wen pri to concourse, den back to hong wen pri, den back to concourse, and den back to school..but afterall this gathering is kinda 'light hearted'..haha..den qixiang found out something, the photos we took at cameron highlands is still on the notice board..and theres jinghao, joel quek and qixiang in there. i took shots using hp...whos interested??

thinking of the trip after seeing the photos, we may be young tt time, but its a very good experience for me. we got closer to one another, we learn more..btw, we even plan to meet up again during lantern festival..wonder if we could organize such trips when grauduating..

went home at ard 7plus, ate dinner, and heres blogging..

happy 42th birthday SINGAPORE..

2007-07-18T23:13:00.001+08:00

too much things have happen recently...got chase out of math lesson.. which i think is a little ridiculous though i can understand the teacher 's difficulty..when i talk, complain tt im not attentive..when i dont talk, complain i not participating. but tt day not really in a good 'mood', how can blame me, got chided by mrs yong, all thanx to teacher's mis- communication!! wonder how do they have soooooo much free time to gossip about students. tt time ms tan(fnn)'s case oso like tt, gossip oso can miss the impt details.. at last im always the ONLY one at fault, teacher has no fault at all.

i neva denied tt im at fault, but teachers somtimes got the wrong concept of things, and when i tried to explain things, it turn out to be im defending myself. so, fine , im not going to do tt anymore, teachers can say, think, do wadever they wan to me. I CAN DO NOTHING, they have afterall a higher authority .but teacher's way of talking is really too harsh at times, i'll always remember wad she said to me 'its really a pain to have u in class'. she's the first and only teacher who had said such things to me! wad she expect me to react when she tell me this, cry? beg? remorse?guilty? give up? I WONT, all she can think of is, herself, her ex-class and her 100 % passes! and poor her, she doesnt know wad her ex- class has been sayning about behind her back..jux to think it, why am i so foolish to once thought wadever she does is good for me, i shouldnt blame her for scolding me so badly. but wad has she done to me all this while. she created bad impression of me to other teacher who used to have good impression on me. the trouble she has given me has not ended even until now..does she know all these???SHE DOESNT! does she understand wad i have been doing for her sake??SHE DOESNT!

mis- communication is the biggest problem!

2007-05-01T20:29:00.001+08:00

mid-yr EL exam pass le.but i only done 2 paragraph for my section 1 (paper1), and neva passage B(paper2)..omg...how?how?how?..can only deend on the rest of the subject..haix..

went to k box recently, den took some pictures, think 1 of them is quite well taken = decided to post it..which is on top..haha..=)

2007-04-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

time passes so fast..mid-yr is coming...aaarrgghh..im dead..

2007-04-02T01:48:00.001+08:00

its been long since i last blog=)..

got back my common test result..hhhmm..reflection need to be done,pass only 1 subject..haix..dunno wad to say either..=(..just work harder*100000..

2007-02-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

hhhhmmm, haven been blogging since school reopen...it has been so so so so BUSY..im TIRED..SLEEPY..SICK of quarrel..aaarrrgghh..but i seems to have more frens in a sudden..but, maybe, erm, they befriend wid me becox of someone else??who knows?nobody knows lo..will know if i really quarrell wid tt 'someone' le lo...haha, btw CNY coming soon..haha..but i wont be in spore..going to malacca on the 18th Feb..back on the next day...

.........nightzzzz.........

2006-12-30T08:55:00.001+08:00

neva post since i came back from thai,..but im busy ma..haha..reach home sleep,wake up den go to work le..no life le..hhhmmm..but today bit weird,dun feel like sleeping yet..

btw..while preparing myself back to school to collect results, i look at myself in the mirror..OH NO..IVE GROWN ALOT MORE FATTER AGAIN..!! HOW HOW HOW..but i neva eat alot le lehx..got 9 points for my N lvl..was very excited when i just got back my result slip, but somehow..i dont really feel any happines when im on my way home..me,myself dun even know why??..maybe im too dissappointed wid the result i got or its just a result slip,theres nthing to be happy of..haix..but in fact im surprise with some subject and also dissappointed with some..will be back in school in 4 days time..hhhmmm..mux really mug up hard le..mux realize it directly affect my future..=)

2006-12-10T20:57:00.001+08:00

haha..went to japtuchak(pasar malam) this morning, follow by maubunkong(mbk,shopping mall),siam square for mango dessert(its really fresh and yummy), dima(for manicure)..currently waiting at hotel for dad to bring us out for dinner lo.mummum mummum.bye bye..

Past, Present, Future....

2006-12-10T01:23:00.001+08:00

haha..im back blogging..hhhmmm..its going to be a long one...lets start from the past,have been slogging like a cow for the past 1 month,worked @ a bakery for 2 weeks, den started working at factory during the night & selling school uniforms in the day..its getting bored doing the same routine daily..and GUESS, how much have i earn in total?$$$899..theres more coming in..BUT i cant see the $$ at all,have 2 pay hp bill($$400),travelling pocket money ($$150), BBQ(set aside $$300),mothers Day gift($$250), FAthers day gift($$???),Friend's Bdae gift($$150)and more more more expenses...its already out of budget...

talking about present,GUESS where am i now?haha..im at thailand..in my hotel room..went to,the chinatown here,isetan,suam lum and some pasar malam..going to more places tml..haha..though the surrounding here is not as good as what i have thought,but the street beggar is not as worse i thought too,(which is a good thing..=))will be going back on mon, so people who miss me can see me by tt time..lol..abit bhb,im jux jk..=)

and Lastly, Future..buying BBQ stuff on the 13th,having BBQ on the 14th & 15th....AND start work on the 16th..hhhhmm.bit bored..but mux chiong le..=), estimated to get back results on the 18th..

8 more days to go............

2006-11-05T22:50:00.001+08:00

nothing much happen actually..got a job at a bakery with yiwen,the job quite tough...the pple there is very friendly...not working today and tml..hahax..so tired from working..going to have a big feast tml with couzz..haha..mummum and mummum...so must exercise and exercise also hor,tina?hahax

as i count the days left to the day when getting back results..it is not long after all..

2006-10-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

hahax..ellox..tina lim ask me to say ..>>haha..im watching GoonG..so interesting!!!

2006-10-10T00:52:00.000+08:00

_My Return_
ellox...its been long time since i touch com...so nv reply in the tagg board too..sorry... :) N lvl pass le..but now getting worry for the results..omg..haha..but start studying too late le..shld start revising long long long long long long long long long long ago..[regret.regret.regret]..now jux hope tt i can pass..ive planned for the worst to come anywae.. =)..

meeting idiot and weiting 'later'..haha..gonna have lots of fun right, idiot?=)..Go eat.eat.eat .movie .stay over at my place.haircut.shopping [[told u, idiot, your name was'nt on this post =P]]. .okkaes..nitex..my bloggy..luv ya..hahax..too bored to cont writing, stop by other time le lo..=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)...

=)

2006-09-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha..loving tina more and more..lol..so thoughtful..thx ya..

2006-09-09T22:19:00.001+08:00

ellox..im back..hahax..tina lim keep asking me to update my blog..hhhmm..but nthing much lehzz..2day suppose to meet tina to TM safrah de..but last minute, she cant make it,haix..but nvm..accompany mum to foot refexlogy,..its like OUCH!!haha..den whole day quarrel wid my bro..jux wondering..why did i have tis bro?, keep making me angry de..but..he's cute at times too..just ignore him!..lol..N lvl is about 1 mths ahead le...i mux work harder, dun wan to cause any regret..so EVERYBODY..mux work harder for ur upcoming paper..jia you.lol..kk..tts it for 2day..bye bye..

2006-09-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

hhhmmm...haven been blogging for 2 day,..lots of fun happenings still, but have been busy till now..took lots of pics, but its in tina Dig cam..=)..mon 'N' chinese le..seriously, i haven really study yet, but just some practise..wonder how will i be doing...oh ya, and i only pass 2 subjects for prelims...HOW???my results is getting.......AAARRRGGGHHH...!!!

2006-08-30T23:01:00.001+08:00

hehe..suppose to have tuition 2night,but it was cancelled, actually ..its alright not to have tuition once in a while de..haha.and had great fun with tina ,playing with the phone in the office, den went to EAT..

tina rem to complete ur tuition homewk...hee

2006-08-30T15:33:00.001+08:00

haha..got my'N' lvl coursewk results today..i scored better than wad i expected..lol.ABOUT.52/60 lehx..cox MOE may still deduct my marks.(hope not lo.)..hahahah..but still must work hard for the theory part..untill today..my blogskin still not done yet..haix..jux wads happening..but nvm..tina will help me after N de..hhhmmm..kk ..gtg do my 38 Q le,having tuition later, hope tt wont kana scolding today lo..=)

My bloG...

2006-08-30T15:32:00.000+08:00

blogskin finally done

CreAtion OF THe FIrsT DAy..=p

2006-08-22T15:06:00.001+08:00

harloz..hehe,wid the help of tina, my blog was created,thanx ya!!!thought of creating a blog for a long time already..but..action was not taken..lol..

btw, todays paper flung, thought tt i could at least score 70+ for math de, but dun think so le ba..hhhmmm, granny pass away for 7 days le,going to stay over at her place tonight..regret for not being able to visit her the last time when sis ask me to.i rushed to hospital immediately after receiving dad's call.cried all the way when im in cabby, but she's already in coma when i arrived.regret for not changing my tuition date, den mummy can go to hospital.if tt the case, den granny wont be alone when she leave,at least mummy can see granny for the last time,but i did not agree...in nv expect her to leave just like tt,cox doct say she can be discharged on fri de..when i thought of how she cried, asking us to bring her home, i really feel tt i shouldnt leave her at tt time....

kk..tt will be all..for the first day, though it doesnt seems like a good opening for my blog..=) tml will be a better ones..